a peaceful departure

The phone call at 6:30am in the morning literally brought my world down. I sat in my bed stunned for a good 5 minutes before the news hit me HARD

My dearest grandmother had left us for a better world.

To think that just the night before, we were gathered in her living room and talking to her. She even made J buy fried noodles back for all of us.

Everything was just so unexpected. The only consoling fact is that she left us in her sleep, free of pain and suffering.

Am really worried for Grandpa now. He is unusually calm and composed, and it is worrying. I can almost imagine how he feels to have lost the love of his life.

I can't describe how I am feeling now. It feels like a ton of bricks hit me on my head and I am still recovering from shock.

It's going to be a long week for us. I must remain strong.

I miss you 婆婆.

i feel :: indescribable ::